Really Happy New Year

Omigosh! The best new year's present ever!

I spoke to Panky! We had a YM conference with her yesterday. And yeah, she is sooooper nice. We talked about her music, her career plans, and yes, chad. Hee.

Hahah. Guess this means the obvious enivitable. I'm a fangirl for life. Hee. I've been denying it all my life. I must be really borderline stalkerish-- crazy healthy though. I mean I wont go stalking or anything. Haha.

Happy New Year Everyone! :)

Ice Cream Room

My mother finally ended the acid trip and painted the room Mango Ice Cream.

Everytime I look at the walls, I have a craving for it.

If I had a way however, I would've painted the room with different shades of blue. It would be Bora Vacay everyday.

Orange Issues

My sister went crazy yesterday and painted the tv room an ugly shade of orange.

I like eating the fruit; the soda is my favorite. However, swimming in orange, getting blinded by orange is another thing.

Now I'm avoiding the room like the plague.

Luvin The Smut

It's Christmas eve and I'm fishing the net for smut I can use. Great way to spend the holiday ey? I've almost stopped myself from doing this, but seeing the few hits I've gotten for Panky, I guess I just have dish this out. Hee.

And no, this entry will not be an attempt to turn this site into one of those gossip sites with all its smutiness.

So let's see... we begin with this..

Cute ey? That's a razzie shot of Panky and Chad at a carpark somewhere in Manila taken by Irish (oh you know her), which she sent in one of her ktexts. I stole this pic from somewhere but I dunno where to credit this to. So, thanks whoever you are. :)

Could this be an impending celeb hook-up? Whatever it is, I have to quote my friend for this, "bilog talaga ang mundo". Hee.

Here you have one of the most awkward girls to ever grace Pinoy tv (but not deficient of superlatives and hyphenates of course) being smothered with attention from a guy who, yes, is clearly not deficient in aesthetics. Hot by all means if Arifah has anything to say about it. Hee. This potential couple could possibly break that stereotypical mold Pinoys love to obsess about on the alternate universe that is tvlandia-- the diety levels. The equation being: Hot+Hot=Hot. This isn't to say that Panky isn't a diety herself. Talentwise and beyond the superficial, she reigns supreme. Yet with all the graphic images of waif-thin, glossy and "cleanskin" smiles, these two are a breath of fresh air. It makes whatever connection they might have as real. I will believe them when they say it.

Sigh. It almost makes me want to believe that anything is possible.

Happy Holidays

The grinch that stole christmas

Moti's alternate ego

Merry Christmas! :)

Universe: Earth To Tin!

I had a really weird phonecall from my aunt yesterday. Halfway through the conversation, she desperately insisted that it was high time I get a significant other. It sounded like a matter of life and death, carefully disarming me with thoughts of Ovarain Cancer, cystic tumors and whatnot. Apparently, single females have a high risk of developing life-threatening reproductive system diseases. And I'm on the short-list. It seems like everyone always has something to say about my (nonexistent) lovelife.

The Holiday season brings the most bizarre surprises.

My dear friend Arifah and I contemplated on our scarce prosects and our inability to get a decent find. Here's an excerpt of our conversation:

Me: Maybe he hasn't turned up yet because we aren't ready. That or he could already be married. We're stuck in the waiting room, waiting for fate to get his shit together and give us our own versions of (Johnny) Depp.

Arifah: Hahaha. Yeah, all the good men are either taken or gay... waiting room, waiting for fate to get his freaking shit together. Hahaha..

Everything fits so perfectly with my theory. That I could have been a nun in my past life or one of those Vestal Virgins of Ancient Rome. It explains why I am constantly surrounded with fellow spinsters and why I subliminally repel the opposite gender. Whoopee, mystery solved.

Honestly, its a tad too tiresome to be thinking about these things. Sometmes I do wish I had answers for every thing the universe throws at me on a daily basis. That would be great; so I dont always end up like a deer flashed with headlights at the other end of the conversation. Then again where's the fun in that? I'm greedy. I want my fair share of those bizarre surprises too. So whatever, right? Bring it on?

Final Thoughts on PDA

So Yeng Constantino won. No surprise there. ABSCBN had practically whored (for lack of a better word) her out to the public since Day 1. Although I kinda like her, her spunk, I'm afraid, has been capsized with Sarah Geronimo references. Oh Well. It will make the masa happy. Sad.

Panky didn't make it to the top 3. She came in fourth. All the rabidly fierce female/gay fans of one catatonic contestant voted in like crazy.

I didn't want her there anyway seeing the impending tie-up with the debauchery that is Star Records for her first Album.*Cringe* At least there is hope on being signed with EMI. I'm keeping my fingers crossed. I don't want her talent wasted. Gah, I sound like a rabid fan. Haha.

I secretly wanted her to be in the top3 though. She's far better than the other two who were there. 'Guess that's the truth with Pinoy reality shows, where talent shows are mere popularity beauty contests.

I cant wait however for Panks' first album. It will be a blast, I'm sure. She sounds like a cross between Joss Stone and Fiona Apple. All heart. All soul. I hope the concept rocks.

Here's wishing you luck girl! Idol! Hee.

Panky and Chad ;)

'just so you know, i stole this. Credit to Tinna!

Source: http://supermoo.multiply.com/photos/photo/9/157

Supermassive Black Hole

This isn't a surprise. I'm developing withdrawal syptoms from stalker-ish obsessions yet again. This time around its Pinoy Dream Academy, more poignantly, Panky Trinidad and her amazing talent. She's loud at times-- comes with the size, imo-- but endearing above all. Often misunderstood, she is larger than life-- size, talent, personality and heart. I hope she does conquer the world. She's going beyond borders you know.

The show's drawing to a close tommorow and my mind is drifting. It's automatically speed-dialing SOS for a quick fix. It's never easy with these things. It's like watching your pet cat die from old age. It's chronically sad.

What do I fill in the void now?

Questions. Questions.

Holiday Cheering

It's a week till Christmas. And every bit of holiday-thought has been swirling in my head.
This would have been fine if I werent thinking about the boatload of reading I have to do before Christmas spirit finally seeps into the ticker.

Sigh. Yes, Virginia there will be Christmas.

Amidst all of this, I'm struggling to feel the tide of the sentimental and the drama the season brings.

Who am I kidding? Hee.